I know you're not supposed to do nice things with the expectation of getting anything out of it, but I'd be lying if I said I wasn't hoping that by spreading some happy around that I wouldn't get some back.
It's been tough lately. My health, mental and physical, haven't been good and I hate it. I'm just so fatigued all the time. Like yesterday, I was struggling to stay awake driving home after picking the girls up from school. I went straight to my room and face-planted on the bed. I was out cold for almost 2 hours. I keep being told "you need to get outside, you need to be active, you'll feel better!" I'm sure I would. It's just difficult to make it that far most days.
However....
I've had 2 appointments this week that I thought were going to be really expensive and really discouraging....
And they were neither. I anticipated having to somehow scrape up $360, and only had to pay $10. We worked together and I think in the next few weeks I'll be seeing a drastic improvement in how I'm feeling.
I think the old "what goes around comes around" might be coming back around for me at the moment. I'll keep throwing the happy out there to be sure ;)
I hope you can get some help. I've been feeling sad and tired lately and went on tablets for peri-menopause (just over the counter from the chemist), they were supposed to work within a couple of weeks but they worked overnight! Depression gone! Night sweats and weird dreams gone! Except when I forget to take them. So maybe your problem is treatable and you don't have to just put up with it.
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